I am happy for you that you found someone who loves you for who you are.. I thank God he has made you smile again.. I know that you are in good hands just as long as I can’t hurt you anymore.. You would want us to be friends and it may be a possibility but maybe it won’t because I still love you so unceasingly.. There’s nothing much I can do to make you smile at me the same but the fact that you can smile again makes me smile all the same..
Your love for me was unchanging but I flopped it big time because I thought I needed changing but I know now that I was so wrong to hurt you the way I did I just wish someone had told me for that for one split sec..
I will never want to erase the memories we had just know that everyday I would just want you back..

Just a little rhyme that is deep in my heart I wish I could share with you when we had just had our start.. Now it’s too late and you are with someone new I wish all the best for him and for you..

You may think i have moved on….. but i haven’t or may never.. it is so difficult knowing that you were my one and only and i threw it all away.. i can ask your forgiveness over and over but things will never be because i know that i will never be able to forgive my own self completely.. if i only i could turn back the clock i would do it all again but this time show you more appreciation than i ever did.. you are strong and you grow everyday.. knowing that i tore your heart keeps me up everyday.. i can never leave with because of the way i have treated you but the reason why i looked like i have moved on is knowing that i will never be able to hold your hand or even your heart ever again..

but deep down i know i will never be  able to let you go and you will always be numero uno..

all i can say is i am sorry for causing you  so much hurt and pain and i would want you to be happy no matter who you are with… because i know you want to move on from me…

but you will always be my darling babyyee gal.. 

keep chasing.. keep training!!!